How often do you think of transformation, looking at you inside out? I see myself again, creating new habits…and if I don’t follow these new habits a rainy cloud descends upon me!! On Wednesday darkness was approaching. Anxiety was taking over. I needed more than 24 hours a day to fit all in, mainly with my daughter being at home due to the holidays.
Transformation
But a simple change in the order of my tasks brought the sun back. Oh wow, what an effect! I couldn’t believe it! I started reading, then I did my exercise of sitting for 15 min, relaxing completely. The rest of my day, I felt like a feather. I was light, soft and open to the world! I wanted to engulf all the opportunities available, feel my daughter more; spend real time with her. From an almost disturbed mind to a cheerful one, the rest of my week so far has been a gift.
Being literarily inside out.
Since then it looks like I am literarily inside out! The power of the words I read, the positiveness of my thoughts are all converged to a driven, magnetic force that transforms my soul into a younger and joyful one. Tasks are completed like almost a breeze. No turns, straight to the point. Productive is the adjective transforming into a noun. Golden paths are being built to reach my ultimate goal and seeds have been planted.
I’ve got two new photo sessions, I’ve applied to a competitive photography scholarship under a renowned street photographer and I’ve got it! This is the beginning of my new life. I have time, I enjoy it and once again I smile to this world as I used to do a lot when younger.
One could ask me…so are you done? Are you all sorted? No…I am not done at all…I will live life at its most and I will drink it all. Life is to be well lived until its last drop and in the years to come, I will plant little shiny stones behind me, so I can serve as an example of strength and will to my daughter. When I am gone, each sparkle she sees in her path will be pieces of me left to guide her.
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